Sakit Hati, Amat.
Best place to release everything Im thinking now is here.
What to do leh. I cannot concentrate on SPM. Two things why I dont wanna talk to him are cannot concentrate on SPM and CC. The girl.
Although he said he already forgot her, I still hav that feeling he still likes her lah. I dont want him to force himself to love me. I want him to choose his own way and make the right decision with no regrets. I dont want to be with the person who purposely forced himself to love me. Whats the point? I really hate this kind of feeling la. Really cant stand.
I hate myself. I hate to miss him and worry him. Whats the point?!?!!?
Why I miss him like crazy?!?!?! And he's like no miss me geh. I feel so dumb and stupid. Bloody stupid. Why I care bout him. Why not I just find somebody else in college, so I can now only worry bout SPM. What a stupid decision to add him up in MSN. What a stupid decision to talk to him. and now he loves me. and i love him. Each day passes by, my love to him is getting deeper. Let me tell you Woei Cheng, whenever I say 'I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU' I really do. I feel so bloody stupid now.
Lets try not to talk to each other for 2 days then increase the days, like 2 weeks. I want you to make up ur mind who you really miss and care for. I think thats the best for us. Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
I hate the way I feel now. Crying? yeh. The reasons are up there.
What to do leh. I cannot concentrate on SPM. Two things why I dont wanna talk to him are cannot concentrate on SPM and CC. The girl.
Although he said he already forgot her, I still hav that feeling he still likes her lah. I dont want him to force himself to love me. I want him to choose his own way and make the right decision with no regrets. I dont want to be with the person who purposely forced himself to love me. Whats the point? I really hate this kind of feeling la. Really cant stand.
I hate myself. I hate to miss him and worry him. Whats the point?!?!!?
Why I miss him like crazy?!?!?! And he's like no miss me geh. I feel so dumb and stupid. Bloody stupid. Why I care bout him. Why not I just find somebody else in college, so I can now only worry bout SPM. What a stupid decision to add him up in MSN. What a stupid decision to talk to him. and now he loves me. and i love him. Each day passes by, my love to him is getting deeper. Let me tell you Woei Cheng, whenever I say 'I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU' I really do. I feel so bloody stupid now.
Lets try not to talk to each other for 2 days then increase the days, like 2 weeks. I want you to make up ur mind who you really miss and care for. I think thats the best for us. Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
I hate the way I feel now. Crying? yeh. The reasons are up there.
posted by Pei Ying @ 12:25 PM
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