Reaching for Heaven

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

It is Wednesday, 21st Nov 2007!

Im wondering how many A's I actually can get after all these papers! And my Add Maths? Physics? Zzz. Add Maths, I think it's okay lah but Physics really sucks. I didnt really study Form 5. And dont like the topics -.- Did very badly in this paper. T__T Now hoping to get at least more than grade C for Physics.

Few more papers to go. Moral, Biology, Accounts and Arts. Heheheh >:]

So happy but dunno what to do after SPM. Maple? Sien liao lah. O2Jam? Not bad lah. Movie? Ok gua. Shopping? Very boring -.- What else? Nothing to do except hanging out with friends lo. Oh ya, anybody gonna work in Jusco after SPM? I wanna earn some money:) And I dont want to work alone..

WC and I are still fine. Just missing him lots and cant wait to go out with him! Wahahaha.

Monday, November 19, 2007

Heee.

Everything's fine. Hehe.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Sakit Hati, Amat.

Best place to release everything Im thinking now is here.

What to do leh. I cannot concentrate on SPM. Two things why I dont wanna talk to him are cannot concentrate on SPM and CC. The girl.

Although he said he already forgot her, I still hav that feeling he still likes her lah. I dont want him to force himself to love me. I want him to choose his own way and make the right decision with no regrets. I dont want to be with the person who purposely forced himself to love me. Whats the point? I really hate this kind of feeling la. Really cant stand.


I hate myself. I hate to miss him and worry him. Whats the point?!?!!?
Why I miss him like crazy?!?!?! And he's like no miss me geh. I feel so dumb and stupid. Bloody stupid. Why I care bout him. Why not I just find somebody else in college, so I can now only worry bout SPM. What a stupid decision to add him up in MSN. What a stupid decision to talk to him. and now he loves me. and i love him. Each day passes by, my love to him is getting deeper. Let me tell you Woei Cheng, whenever I say 'I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU' I really do. I feel so bloody stupid now.

Lets try not to talk to each other for 2 days then increase the days, like 2 weeks. I want you to make up ur mind who you really miss and care for. I think thats the best for us. Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.


I hate the way I feel now. Crying? yeh. The reasons are up there.

Friday, November 16, 2007

Bahh

Aiyah, so boring. So lazy to study. And dunno what is he doing also. Missing him heh.

Wonder what are my friends doing now also. Must be busy studying. and me slacking. Haih. Cant wait for SPM to over ^___^. hehe

Thursday, November 15, 2007

I'm Still So In Love With You.

Day by day goes on, and I finally found the ONE whom I really love.

I dont know how to express my feeling, and I hope you know how I feel about you. When I said 'I love you', I mean it. :D

Everyday, I can only think is him and bloody SPM. I hope I will not bored him, as you know, Im a very boring person to talk to.

After SPM, I and him gonna hang out together. HEHE. I hope I will not tergagap or paiseh, or whatever lah that it is not supposed to be.

Love you always, Woei Cheng. :D~

Friday, November 09, 2007

A Hi From Him.

Just a 'Hi' from him will make me happy enough.

And he did. =D

I hope he won't stop.

Hopefully can meet him one day after SPM. HAHAHAHA.