THE GENTING TRIP.

So now I post bout the Genting trip..

On the 1st day, I went with my parents 1st on Sat then I joined my friends on Sun. cuz they came on Sun.. I was goin to meet YJ. I was so excited. Then Val msged me that she's gonna reach Genting! WOAH. It was still early and my family wasnt ready yet! Btw, its only 1030am.
So I walked to the 1st World hotel. While I was walking, I saw a bus passed me by. I was wondering maybe thats my frens' bus? YEP! EXACTLY! It was my frens' bus.

When I had reached the hotel, I saw them outside. YJ. WOW. He looked so darn cool with his clothes and sun glass? lol. and his hair! He's so attractive. Anyway, I did not stare or look much at him.. I pretend dont know him. So, when we had reached the lobby, he looked at me. staring at me. What the. He stared into my eyes till I felt one kind. shy.

Then we went to theme park. outdoor games. AHAH. I sat Spinner for the 1st time. I was so scared till I shivered when I got down. Uh. Then we went for corkscrew. WOOT. I saw YJ and his friends there. Hahah. He was wayyyy in front of us. I was again, SCARED and SHIVERED after the corkscrew. It was scary when it is in high speed. Of coz I closed my eyes for some part. Cuz.. it was too scary d.. -- hahah. I cant reli rmb what we sat. I knew we sat some crazee stuffs and made me shiver. heheh.

In the afternoon, we went in for lunch and was searching what to eat. DAMN. All the food there are soooo expensive. A bottle of water had cost me RM2. Its so expensive. Anyway. what to do man. I had spent alot of money there you know. Then, I think we went back to lobby to get our bags and checked in. Hmm. The room is okay. Not bad. The bathroom is.. very small. Nvm.

I cant really rmb what we did after that... Oh ya, we rest in hotel. We chatted in the room for kinda long.. Me and Val. We went in and out from the room. YF and WC's room was the biggest! So we all, Val, me, Say Yin, Shiao Ping, Suit Teng, Xin Yin, May Hwi and her gf ( dunno her name hehe ) went in to their room and hav fun. Play cards.. Uh. I cant rmb lah. I know we went for dinner later on.. Then sat roller coaster..

Next morning, I got up the earliest I guess. 437am. I couldnt sleep. I was like crazyy.. U know why lah I cant slp on that night. Ehm. So I waited till 6am. Took bath in Shiao Ping's room cuz I dont wanna Val to wake up. Wake Sy up is okay. HAHAH. Then we had our breakfast. Geee. I was so full for no reason. I didnt eat much. I ate a small cup cereal. Thats all. I was not well on that day. I felt so sick. Cough and flu. I felt like vomitig. I cant stand myself at that time and I thought I need rest. Anyway, I went for outdoor games and we all planned to sit Spaceshot. GEE. LAGI SCARY than the day before. Uh. So I didnt sit anything on the Sec day. What a waste.. I walked around. Looking at my frens enjoying their time. It was so cool if I was with them.. SHOUTING AND ENJOYING TOGETHER! WOOT.

hmm.. I cant rmb. I dunno why also. I rmb we then went to Ripley's Believe It Or Not. It was kinda fun... coz I didnt know much all about it. But my friends walked too fast and I think Im the last one. They didnt read. I read. -sigh-

Its still noon. We went to hav a nap in Yf's room. Bout 4pm, I felt like goin out. I wanna SHOP! Hahah. Im tired of taking a nap. So I planned to go out but Val didnt wanna go cuz she's tired already. Kebetulan Sp also wanna go out SHOPPING. YEP! so we did. Around 5pm, we went back. I think Sp was tired already too. So we get ready for SnowWorld. GEE. WHAT THE. ITS SO DARN COLD. But I think I can stand. For some of my friends, they cant. They're too skinny. Heheh. Yj was having fun there. He was very very cold too. I can see that. He was like shivering already.. He is very skinny okay. Super skinny but fit. He played with his friends.. and some girls TT_____TT I was sad at that time..

After that, we went back to hotel again. To take a bath. Hot waterr.. whhahaaa. Felt so much better. Then we went out again. We wanted to go to the haunted house. PONTIANAK ADVENTURE. Oh well, its not scary as what I thought. My friends didnt want to go except for some. Me, Shiao Ping, Suit Teng and Xin Yin.. Hmm. 4 of us only. I rmbed Yj wanted to go to the haunted house with us also. So I called him. He came bout 15 mins later. Then we went in...

Yj was the 1st one. He was guiding all of us. He's cool.. but.. he was like.. scared also. Hahaha. He's cute. I asked Yong Meng, his cousin, not to leave bhind and make sure he's always bhind me. hahah. I was scared ma.. So he did. He was like so protective. Hugged me from bhind. Thanks. I felt much better. But he was also scared lah., cheh. haha.

Uh. continue later alright. GTG. (:

LIL BIT.

He said he likes me a little bit. Uh. I dunno what to do now. I should forget him now. I SHOULD. It's really hard to forget him. I talked to him just now. He explained almost everything to me. Okay, but still I dont feel any better. I really dont know what to do now.

I went to tuition just now. Chemistry. I tried my best to concentrate but I couldnt. A pic of him always in my mind. It's not only a pic, it's him I saw during Genting trip. Memories right. It is pointless to think bout him. I couldnt stop >__<
Many of my friends accompanied me last night and today, thanks alot. I need u guys.

-Sigh- ): To stop thinking him, I thought of commiting suicide. It is the best way to do so. So I wont be so like stress out or else Im probably gonna be crazy. CRAZY PY!! I DUNNO WHY I LOVE HIM! I know everyone thinks Im a stupid girl who loves a useless playboi. WHAT CAN I DO MAN?! COMMIT SUICIDE! LETS DO IT JOYCE!! I dont dare anyway. I tried to use a scissors and a knife to scratch my wrist. pointless. Felt the pain but no scar, no die. I really can't stand myself. He's driving my crazy. HELP ME!!!

YOU DUNNO HOW DOES IT FEEL LIKE. PLAYBOI SUX.

I cant slp.
I cant forget him.
Im in love with him.
I dunno how to get him off from my mind.
I kept thinking bout him and cried.
I dont want to do so but it's really hard to forget.
I knew he played me..
I knew he's a playboy but I still dunno why I love him alot.
I regretted goin to Genting.
I had no fun there at all.
I dont wanna see him again.
I feel like dying now.
I know it is stupid.
I remember the way he stared at me.
I remember the way he looked at me.
I remember the way he smiled to me.
I remember the way he talked to me.
I cried lotsa time.
I tried to stop thinking bout him but it is really HARD.
I wish someone could ACCOMPANY MEnow:(
I wish someone UNDERSTANDS me.
I felt EMPTY in me.
I felt my soul has gone.
I dont want to get played by fools again.
I dont want to feel like this anymore.
I dont want to cried like this anymore.

IM HURT :(

IM SO EXCITED! AND AFRAID??!

Yep! Im really excited right now! Im going to Genting tmro morning! Wait, not tmro but later! YAY!~ I hav packed bout 80% everything I need:D damn. I dunno why am I so happy now although I know I'll probably break with Yj this coming Sun. (tmro!) HAHAH. or I'v gone crazeee?! Okay, okay, stop being hyper. Hahah.

I went to APT to get my hair cut in Klang Parade. Uhh, it sucks. My HAIR!!! I wouldn't get my hair cut if I hav lots of hair. U know, I got lil hair:( Hmm. I look rounder now TT___TT.

Then, I went to buy contact lens. It costs me rm120! T____T not my money but my mum's. Pity her. Then, that Tues I have spent rm210 plus the Genting one, rm 170. Hmmm. How much? Hahah. I saw MC, with his mum.. his mum is kinda tall. Oh well:) just forget bout it.

Talking bout this now, I miss Yj. He did NOT sms to wish me good morning or even good night:( He did that everyday last time:( He didnt admit that he has another girl or somebody spending time with him. He said he was busy and his dad disallowed him to msg. Oh yeah right. Sarcastic betull. Ahh. I dunno le now. But in my opinion, I think we're gonna break this Sun although I accepted him thru sms. Get what I mean? Tak sah lah. So break, no break like no difference to me. Excpet the relationship of both of us. Semakin tak rapat d these days:( haihz.

I was soooo sleepy in tuition just now. I have never felt this sleepy b4 in tuition. Usually Im kinda awake because of Joyce or Kelly.

Joyce - likes to disturb me. She's a pembuli. Im the victim sadly.
Kelly - She talks kinda alot.. Sometimes, I dont really get what she wants to say. So it keeps me thinking and awake.

Joyce was quiet today. Kelly was absent. Anyway, I think if they wouldnt be like that anymore. Cuz we're gonna f5! SPM! CONCENTRATE! but I didnt. almost fell asleep in class. Heheh.

So.. MY FACE! MY LOOK! O_________O bloody round. Im sure Yj will run away after looking at my hideousssssssss round round face. Hahah. Im now so EXCITED bout the genting trip! and AFRAID bout Yj! Fuhhhh~~~~~ ~____~

Oh. One thing I have just realised about me not long ago. I HATE PPL IGNORE ME. SO PLEASE DONT IGNORE ME KAY. Hahah. TQ:)

I HATE YOU.

damn YJ. I HATE YOU. U did not change at all. BABI.

Okay, definitely obviously he's playing me. Uhh. Fine. And I dont understand why is my bro likes to cari pasal with me??! I get to use the comp per hour a day or maybe not even a minute to use it. He's like using for more than 12 hours continuously and me?! WTF. So of cuz lah, I told him I wanna use it. Not long, we quarrelled. My mum came and scolded me since Im older than him. GEESHH. WTF?! What is her prob? Dont let me use and let my bro use? What the. Its soo unfair obviously. I hate him. alot.

DAMN YJ! I HATE YOU.

YESTERDAY.

-sigh- I went to SP yesterday with Say Yin. We actually planned to go on Thurs but since yesterday was the ladies day so we went yesterday. Anyway, we didnt watch a movie. We were shopping for few hours. Damn. My legs were tired and so were SY's. Was so tired till I slept in the car for 2 hours due to the traffic. I spent bout RM200+.. not bad lah but my parents scolded me after I came home. I have no mood already that time cuz my hp was low battery so I couldnt talk to YJ and so worried bout him. YJ was like so busy on something and didnt msg me for the whole day. I was wondering what was he so busy with. Anyway, I msged him and he finally replied said that he was busy on jungle tracking that whole afternoon and that time he was playing CS. Okay, so at least I knew somethin. And my mood was much better already. Playing CS is okay. I don't mind cuz he needs freedom and fun right. Then, everything went very well. We chatted but he replied me kinda late. Uh. Maybe he was chatting to somebody else. While we were chattin in msn, he sent a msg. Pretty touching:) Then he continued playing CS. He lost. Hahah. Cute. He called me after that and everything went well ^^

Now.. I dunno what's wrong with my hp lah. I can call but cant sms. WTH. I called him many times but couldnt reach him. I guess he's on the way back to Sel. ^^ TC JIAN. I cant msg u:(

ONLINE BUSINESS? O.O

YEP! IM BLOGGING AGAIN! hahhah. Now Im gonna blog about what I did today. Well, actually nth much.. but.. oh well :)

I went to the quarterly meeting today in 1U. At 1st I thought we'll be having fun and selecting coaches there. That's what my friends told me. When I got in to the room, 'ONLINE BUSINESS' was clearly written there. What the heck? I came here for learning about online business? If Im not mistaken, the letter which had sent to us written something bout business and online.

So, now I seee.. that was all about. Cheh. I think there was only one auntie there, dunno whose mum and the rest were the graduates and non-graduates. ONLY 7 graduates attended the meeting includin me. There were 78 graduates and only 7 turned up? Hahah. Online Business! Who wants to study that! lmao. About 40 of us were there. Most of them were the non-graduates and coaches. So, we dont even know who they are and about 10 of them from Sri KDU I guess? So rich lah them. Pakai until so cantik cantik and seksi seksi. Uh huh. The meeting was so boring and felt so slpy ler. But Im happy

One of the trainer taught us how to earn money from the Internet. To begin, u need to open ac account in blogger.com , myspace.com and squidoo.com . Then I was not really listening to him already. Cuz it was so boringg. He talked somethin' about Adsense. That's where u can make money. Uh. Whatever~

Then me and my family had lucnh, then shoppin. then go back.
That's all lo. Very sien ler :(

3 OF THEM. 4 OF US.

Well, well, well,.. I was supposed to blog last friday but since I got no time last fri and yesterday, so I blog now:)

Last fri was the last day of school! My friends and I had great time together! U know, 6 out of 31 came to school.. Me, Valerie, Su Juan, Say Yin, Atiqah and Wai Yin. U can see there was only one Malay girl cam to school but don't pity her, pity Wai Yin. Almost the entire class dont like her. Of cuz Im not gonna tel why :)

It was fun when my friends and I was 'playing' hide and seek with WY. We hide ourselves in the classroom and closed all doors when we saw her on the way to office. Which the classroom is kinda close to the office. We wanted her to mix with other class students not us and we didnt want her to be here. Damn! Idk why was she there also. :(! Anyway, she called Pn. Chua and found us hiding. cheh. She was like ruined everything we planned.

So, here, see what SJ made. TWISTER. cheap and goood. hahha. We played this and tak pasal pasal WY also wanted to play. So we let her played alone.. :( Pity her actually but she.. HAIZ. dont want talk bout it already.

Ain't she's CREATIVE?

Aiks. More photos in Val's blog. (:

So we chatted and played alot of games in clas lah. Time really flies so fast. We got not enough time to chat with also:( Plus, I hav to leave them next year. We'll not be in the same class anymore :( F5!! Probably Im goin to 5P. not bad lah. :( and maybe Im gonna be alone :( hopefully Shu Gi will be in the same class as me next year! :D

That's all~
PY.

50% COMPLETE.

50% is not all about O2jam but everything.

Let's see..

*I can get in to msn. yay.. Im happie. Sounds sarcastic, yeah I know.
*O2jam is installed. There's an icon of O2jam in my dekstop but still I couldn't get in. Uhh. What the heck?
*I finally dl-ed Final Destination 3. but but.. it's the wrong one! It's FD2. babinyerr. It's written there FINAL DESTINATION 3 clearly. And all of sudden FD2 pulak keluar when Im watchin. cheh. Anyways, I have watched FD3 already.
*Thought of going to the Planetshakers tonight but in the end I didn't make it. I was frustrated at that time, so I don't feel like going already.
*Discussing bout the Genting trip half wayy. And still I dunno whom I'll be following with. Probably not following my friends already cuz my partner duno my friends. Anyway, I guess it's okay. :(
*Talking to some of my friends in msn.. Suddenly gtg pulak. -sigh- nobody wants to chat with me I guess or obviously.

Uhh. Nth else d gua.

I have a very weird dream last night. I dreamt I can fly or jump very high into the air. Somethin like that lah. Everyone's looking at me at the bottom and asking how did I do that. I did not answer and continued goin to some place. I was in a very very very huggeeeee enormous palace. The surroundings are soo beautiful decorated with flowers and sculptures. The design of this palace is amazingly wonderful. VERY BEAUTIFUL, really. I wish this palace exists so that I can study about it.

Then I saw cars flying like in Star Wars. Hahah. If im not mistaken, I saw Eminem there in blue. Weird, huh? Then, I saw Valerie in one of the palace's rooms. It's kinda small. I dunno where was I goin to.. I guess it was the back of the palace. So muddy behind there and a very high hut made out of wood. Kind of spooky. This palace is old I guess but most parts of the building are renovated. Behind this palace, there's a big big dark brown in color door. It's like an ancient door. It has not opened for more than hundred hundred years already. Then, I dunno who ordered to open that door.. we hav to enter. and fuuhhhh. very DUSTY. superb. and then scary things happened lah, u know. I don't wanna talk bout it already. Feel so cold now and eerie. hahah.

K lah. that's all for tonite. NITE!

PY. JESSE MCCARTNEY.

Lalala~ Why am I so lazy!! Uhh. Im supposed to study something today, especially Chemistry but I didnt. Felt so lazy lah. Haihz.

What to dooo nowwww. I on9 also got nth much to do. o2jam pun tak blh main. Haihz :( Dunno who deleted it and now I gotta dl again. Now only 5%!! :( So slow lah

Haihz. As some of u know, I was crazy of Jesse McCartney last time. and now, IM BACK. The old Pei Ying is back. Hahah. gee. He's so cute. One thing I realised, most of his songs are bout love. heh? O____O? Wat the. I love almost all of his songs especially his second album. U know, one of his song, Invincible, is a true story bout his friend who died last 3 years ago. The song is kind of touching and Im loving it :]. I dunno how to put up the video here.. so go to here if u are interested http://www.jessemccartney.com Find it over there lah. Hahha. Did u know he blogs too? He got myspace and its the true him, really. He blogs whenever he's free. Well, here's the link if u wanna drop by.. http://www.myspace.com/jessemccartney There's a personal message from him telling us it's him. Hahaha.


py.

em.. em.. em??!

Wahaha. my friend, Val finally managed to go to Genting with me! woot! so damn happie lah. but she said it's not confirm yet. hmm.. .. i guess 99% she'll be goin? hahhaa. :D!

aiyai. Damn boring le nowadays. Got nth much to do. besides homework, study. besides study, tv. besides tv, songs. besides songs, shopping. besides besides besides.. blahh. i really got nth much to do already. Haiz,,

So today.. I went out shopping with my mum and dad to kp. It was super boring goin out with them cuz they left me behind and dont even bother much about me. Geesh. nvm. ohh yaa. u know the camp I went in August..., I'll be meeting my friends again in 1U! I guess. Hopefully they'll be there. One of them confirmed.. but the rest, idk. It is quarterly meeting where all of the graduates meet each other after 3 months and selecting coaches for the next camp. ahah. I wont be a coach and i dont want to be one cuz if u're a coach, u gotta do lotssa works and if u did them wrongly, u'll be punished pumping. See. that's what I saw in the previous camp. However, it's pretty fun, I guess and touching too. hahha. It's on 19 nov, next Sunday. So, any of u wanna go there, u can. but u gotta pay rm 50. and me rm 35. It'll be in MPH, 1U (new). Inform me 1st if u wanna go. hahha. btw, i dont think anyone wants to go. ==

so thats it for tonite. nite ppl.

py :)

THURS! last day of school! yesh! eh, nono.. im still goin to school next fri. hahah. to meet my friends, and one of them is grounded. :( I felt very pity for her and actually I almost cried bout it. Gee, I guess I couldn't have some fun with her anymore I guess.

Kinda pissed off with somebody today. That orang,, urghh. did something wrong d lah, summore dont want to admit. damn babi lah. Lagi lagi go blame me pulak in front of my teacher. Dunno whats her problem.. I think she was sesat lah. She dunno what to say and since she had done somethin wrong, she blamed it on other person. Plus, she's been trying to be soft and looked innocent. Ahh, her face mmg look innocent but the true colour of her.. the opposite. And i dunno why again, one of her friend helped her and lied in front of the teacher about me. GEESSH, and all my friends were trying to help and argue back too. Anyway, yeah, at 1st i got scolding by 4 teachers. and dat time i was alone. ALONE! none of my friends were there, since the teachers called me to the staff room. so, no defense lah. I cant do anything and Im forced to take responsible on that babi's fault. Plus, I got no chance to fight back. If my friends were there, they have probably tried to help me. Then, my form teacher came in to my class and started to scold me. uhh. Since my friends were around me, of course, I argued back. but me alone couldnt argue back. so my friends helped me. THANKS.

Not only that lah, as usual, most of the 1st class students looked down on us, my class, 4th class. My class is blacklisted and it was all bcoz of some few girls were copying each other papers and sms-ing during the exam. However, If im not mistaken, the teachers found out. and since that, my class is popular. Most of the 1st class students are prefects, so when they were in duty, THEY LOVVVVEEEEEEEE GOIN TO MY CLASS SO MUCH. As if there's a huge Christmas tree in my class. Well, not all the prefects, mm, i guess bout 4 of them love to visit my class. While the rest, as usual dont like talking to us or give a smile. At 1st I cared bout it a lil, but till today, two prefects called a discipline teacher to my class and halau all of us coz it was actually recess. But we were gonna to hav a small party, we were trying to tell her. She said the party must be held in canteen. uhh. Since when all parties must be held in canteen? So i get a long lecture from her since im the monitor class. uhh. Idiot pengawas. Look down already lah, summore try to kene us and smiling smiling over there. I dunno what's their prob lah. They thought they are the cleverest students in school, uhh PLEASE. U PENGAWAS, NOT. Everyone can achive bout the same results as theirs. The only thing is we are lazy and this is our LIFE. BODOH BETUL taht idiots. Not only pengawas, even teachers.

Mmm, then we had our party in canteen. We ordered McD only. Nth much, then we hav to get back to our class. hmmph. though I was angry with the idiots, but still Im happy at the same time. I dunno. I and Val have problems but hers is worse. :(

I guess nth much already, so thats all lah. nite :)

YU YU HAKUSHO !! hahha

Haiyaa. Tak pasal pasal my comp rosak. and now, my dad jus bought a new pc.. but cant go to the Internet! duno y le.. So now im using my dad's notebk.

Well, my results for the F.E.. not bad lah for me. Didnt fail any subj. hahah. so not bad for me d coz I didnt study... what to do. kaka :) Im a lazy person. These days, very boring le. Got nth to do.. except for the Add Math project. and i have not finished yet. X(

Now Im so addicted to one song lahh.. It's the ending theme song for YYH but different from the previous one. the 4th ending theme song i guess. till now, im still addicted to the 3rd one! the 3rd song is kinda touching by listening to the tune.. haha. It's japanese and there's subtitle for it.. so I know it's a love song.. hmph. kinda touching. BUTTTT... !! the 4th one.. to me is very very touching and I easily forgot how is the song like. So i recorded it into my hp since my pc cant get into the net :( U know,, those of u who have not heard of YYH ( Yu Yu Hakusho ) should watch it. hah. perhaps u'll love it. dont think this show is childish ya. it's meaningful and is the best show i have ever watched tho it is old. anyways, it's gonna over soon in animax. so buy cd lah! hahah. if u start watching now,, i dont think u'll catch up everything and u'll feel bored. so watch from the beginning!

Ermm.. i started to watch dragon ball these days. well, not too l8 to watch now and the show is still long way to go.. It's really interesting u know. Mmm.. if any of u ppl would like to watch it but do not understand, ask somebody who knows all about it. I still dont really know, just a lil. The story is actually much more simple than YYH. so try watching it. ^^

well, that's all for tonite, nite.