Sad? Happy? Which one? O_o

What Im feelin now is empty.

Ahh, dont know lah. I just wanna be happy. Right now, I dont really have much problems to share. The only major problem is SPM's on the way. Minor problems are like I dont have the semangat to draw, feeling empty, dont know what to do, no mood to study, homeworks not done yet etc. So this minor problems aren't blocking my way to happiness right? I should be happy instead of feelin' empty! Whyyyyy?! :(

My friends in school are laughing but I .. Didnt feel anything? I didnt see there's any sense of humour? I think it is not that funny. It is funny but not funny to me. Uhh wtf? Pretending to be happy is not easy to me. You can just see right on my face. Pucat. And fake laughing is lagi hard to me. You can notice it. But I can smile :)

I think thats all lah. Wanna go watch tv edi. Good night!

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOO! IM BACK! =D

Yeap, PY's back blogging again;) Well, I know not many of you know or maybe none =D I didnt tell anybody except for Joyce and Valerie. =D Actually I start blogging back again because of Jeff's class blog. It makes me feel like wanna blog :D Blame Jeff.

Okayy. Lets begin something. These few weeks Im having my SPM trials. Many tips are getting into my hand. But I have them just before Physics Paper 3.. :( and before that many ppl have the tips and the soalan already except me! nevermind. Anyway, thanks to WaiTeng, ShuGi and Xingern for giving me tips and mostly are accurate;D lol.

About few weeks ago, I just joined Animax-Asia.com Actually I wasnt that interested until my didi showed me some ppl's artworks and they get votings. then the more ppl vote ur artwork, ur fan ranking will get higher and higher. anyway, this website is all about anime and good for anime fans! we actually can meet lotsaa ppl here. I made a few good buddies but they are only like 13-17. and one of my good buddy is around 22. so far i didnt get to meet any interior designers. anyway its ok.

And then .. about friends, Wei Xian/Deric just got his licence to drive. He got it during trials and now he can drive legally:) He'll be meeting me and my old friends after SPM. Ah, already 5 yrs I didnt see him:( not only him, many more.. like Mei Fong, Kavitha, Shaline, Mohanna, Vistchalacy, Tuck Chun, Tuck Cheok, Saiful, Zul, Hami,.. and many more lah. So miss them and i lost their contacts edi. at least i get to meet back some in tuition.

Btw, my tuition classes gonna end already. Very sad;( Cant meet some of my classmates anymore;( some of us, study in the same tuition for years and now we're goona leave D= sad.

Okay lah, thats all. Gd night!