SATURDAY!

Uhm. Today cross counrty. Got nth much bout it. 5km cross counrty. I got position 72. Very teruk.. =_= whaever lah.

I cabut sekolah today. With Say Yin and Shiau Ping. It sucks. 1st time in my life. Prefects came out and searched for us. Then we all decided to berpakat. Not to tell Pn. Asia. We hid in a bookshop nearby our school. Damn scary lah that time. Some lebih ppl reported to Pn Asia that some girls cabut keluar. Then Pn Asia mengamuk and asked some prefects to search those who cabut keluar. I got no transport to go home summore. So I tumpang Sy's car lah. I called auntie.. She said she was busy cooking. Okay, so dun hav to fetch me lah. But idk y she so lebih wanna fetch me and shouted at me. No need fetch means no need fetch lo. I got transport to go home dy!! Argh. She pissed me off. Nvm. Forget it. Im sure she went telling everyone who sat her car today about this. So darn lebih. Nvm. Dun care. Non my bussiness.

That time was 12pm. Luckily Sp and Sy's parents came at the same time! So lucky eh. Then we quicky walked out from bookshop and masuked kereta. Keke. That time I feel much lega d~

And then I called Praba, one of the prefect who caught us. She said Pn Asia also let the girls went home early. So CHEH LAH! I thought she mengamuk there. Thats one of a junior prefect said one lah. Ceh.

Anyway, my mood aint good these days. I can be hyper and I can still laugh. But got something lah~ Hopefully its not complicating and goes away! I dont want any probs with ppl. Its not fun ==" Uh. Thats allll~ Nights.

BLUEANGEL.

What do you think bout this pic? Its an anime pic. But dunno from which anime =="

Anyway, just simply post this out. I LOVE THIS PIC ALOT. Look at the sky, look at the stars, look at the angel's wings! It is sooooooooo beautiful.. I love everything in that pic X)

Swt, thats all :D

LIFE.

Talking to Whay now. When I talk to her, I like.. can imagine our age when we're 80. Sitting together. And talking our past. Dunno lah. Whenever Im talking to her, I can imagine that. It just suddenly pops up in my mind.

Anyway, Whay's not sure what she wanna be yet. lets say she is this and me an interior designer. I dunno how life goes on being an interior designer in the future. or maybe I will be something else? NOWAY. Im only interested in design so far. If im not taking any design course, I rather die. Design is the only my passion and Whay.. I can see that she's ambitious. Who knows she will be one well known lady in the future? At very young age? Or maybe any one of my friends will be? Idk.

I have never thought of this until my age 17 and realised something after reading Whay's blog. All the while, I always say to myself, I wanna be an interior designer. Thats all. I did not think of how to be an interior designer and the feeling of an interior designer. And now Im thinking.. How much will I earn per month? Will I be at least well-known or something? Idk. Life's unpredictable. But I wish so.

If I wanna earn money, I have to work hard right. And now.. I still havent started studying yet although many times I mentioned START STUDYING NOW! Im lazy and I dont feel like studying. Even homeworks too. Im lazy :

One thing I just cant wait is college life! and move on with my dreams! The another thing which I dont want it to be so soon is SPM. Coz havent touch my books yet ma. Kinda many of my friends started to touch their books already. For example, Shu Gi, Sheih Ren, Chia Yee, Kelly and just anybody lah!

Im tired for no reason.. -___________________-!

POEM.

I wrote a poem on Thurs night. 18th Jan.07 Erm. Its not good at all. But meaningful to me. :]

Here are the two sentences from the poem..


A red light awakes, the cowards evade.
Twice the inhaler I use, they all give the excuse.


Uhm. Anybody knows the meaning of it? Its kinda obvious. Guess the meaning lah. :D

Yesterday in school, I and Shu Gi ss again. Really lah. Sitting bside her sure SS one. I made a joke which is not funny at all but she laughed at it. Err. Whathe? hahah,.Me myself also laughed at my own joke lah. But the thing is, I have not told Shu Gi what I was thinking yet. And she started to laugh d. O__o? hahahah. Funny person.


P/S: Whay, share with me anything u got there. We're still bestfriends right? :D Release it. :)

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER AND EVER!!

SS.

Sitting beside Shu Gi in class will SS one. Syok Sendiri. Nth's funny. She did nth. I did nth. We just looked at each other then started to laugh for no reason. == I dunno. Aint funny and I laugh along with her. She got crappy brain. Our relationship is getting much closer than before. THANK GOD! During school holidays, I prayed very hard to get the same class as her since Im form 5. The last year for school. Since f1.. I didnt get to be in the same class as her. Std3 to Std6. Same class. And after 4 years!! We're now sitting right beside each other again. Im really happye. :D

We chatted alot. Much alot than before. We talked mostly bout the future. Sometimes, our future also. But usually.. we talked bout the next coming 100 to 500 years lah. Imagine. Sharing ideas. We shared alot of ideas. Schools. Cities. World. What will happen? Cnt be predicted. But Im sure the next next generation will not be using any books and pens. Probably something canggih. Better than laptop. Light and convinient. Dark buildings. White buildings. The whole world will change ONE DAY. I will be dead by that time. Hopefully my soul get to heaven and be someone to control this world. Uhm. Nono. Not really the WORLD but HUMANS' BEHAVIORS.

Zz whatever. Dont wanna type much about it. U'll get bored.

SPM is coming. I have not started studying. Only a lil. But usually Im busy with school homeworks and tuitions' too. I cant rest! Now Im pretty free. I delayed all my homeworks to this Sat. Zz. Or maybe Fri night. Gaga. I miss my friends. Especially last year.

Uh. Whatever u wanna know HOW I AM NOW. I tell you, Im happy. Im dropping Chemistry which is an extra burden to me. Wasted my time studying it and I dont understand Chemis! If u ask me to look through or anything to do with Chemistry, I can fall asleep. Seriously Idk why I suck at Chemistry like shyt which even makes Chemistry my enemy.

So. Nth much dy. Hopefully more happie days are coming to me and my friends and to anyone I related to! :D

KHAI SYNN DAY.

1st time met Ksynn in JJ yesterday. Damn. She's so pretty! Especially her smile! She's hilarious, friendly, crazy, hyper, ss etc. We talked alot.

Actually, I dont wanna go to JJ one. My other friends called me go also but I declined. Coz I went to JJ till sien liao. Zz. But since it's Ksynn called. So ma go lo. Joyce fetched me to there and sry for being late. Heheh. I just woke up after having my afternoon nap. ^^

Then we went to cinema. Wanted to watch Kungfu Mahjong3 but the seats weren't nice. 3 rows from the front. Siao meh? Neck also will patah d lah. So we then watched Cavadar. Ksynn and Joyce thought it started at 8pm.. So we went to McD and had our dinner there. We selamba eating there and purposely did so to waste time. Till 8:10pm, we went in since Im afraid of dark. So masuk a lil early lah. Nobody was q-ing up to enter the cinema. We were thinking why the ppl all so punctual one? Besides, the movie is 18 above. I dont really mind lah. Coz biasa watched 18 above movie in cinema d. Only Ksynn and Joyce were a lil afraid. Then Ksynn planned to ask some qs to the person in cinema.

"Is there any toilet in the cinema?" Ksynn asked.
"Ade ade. Situ lo." The person answered.

Joyce walked in to the toilet and then came out within 1 second.
I was blur. Why did Ksynn ask stupid q? and Why Joyce purposely did that?
Lol. I memang sesat lah that time. Rupanye its just because the movie is 18 above.

Dont hafta worry actually. JJ ppl wont check our IC one I think.

Cinema 7. Was searching and sesating there. Where is cinema 7? This one lah. We entered.. Eh? Why Malay show? Wrong cinema? Then we came out again to check. Ksynn asked the person who's working there. And yep. Thats the room lah. Then we were like HUH? So fast start d? How come? We came at 810. Supposingly got advertisement ma. Anyway, just masuk only lah. Ksynn went searching for J row. One idiot person covered up the J with popcorn box. Ksynn was blur already. Then we sat down.. Ksynn asked the person bside her..

"Sudah berapa lama movie in mula a?"
"Agak agak satu jam sudah.."

Ksynn and Joyce started to laugh. Me also laughed lah. But NOT as kao lat as them and long as them. Lol. I dont think its funny also. Just a lil funny got lah. Heh. The movie is Thailand horror movie lah. Ppl were watching movie quietly while Joyce and Ksynn laughing so kao latly. Bisingnyerr. Nvm lah. Annoyed them. We dont care.

8.35pm the movie ends. How long did we watch? About 20 mins only. Plus everything we bising one. Searching for the row. Asking qs. etc. I think.. we watched about 15 mins got lah. So fast the movie ends then both of them started to laugh again. Really SS until crazy lah. I dunno wats so funny about =="

Okay, we then went to Starbucks for .. 1 and a half an hour. We were chatting and crapping and laughing there. Time passes really fast to me. For awhile d, we're goin to mamak. Shin Lai fetched us. Ksynn. Joyce. Eng Sim. Chen Ying. And me. Chen Ying.. What should I say about her? Lol. She's friendly. She's now studying in SIT. Now semester break lah. So work in PDI, JJ lo. With tes and slee. They ajaked her to mamak with us. Nice chatting with her lah. She looks so innocent and cute^^

11:40pm approaching. Shin Lai fetched both us, me and Joyce, home. Before that. Nth much lah. They were only crapping. Nth much. Then tes asked for my ic and Joyce's too. He said wanna take photo. Zz. I think they wanna compare it. Last time and now. I took it out lah. Actually wanna show tes for awhile then quickly take away one. But mane tau plan gagal. Joyce took it and gave it to tes. I was slow~ Tes saw it. Since he saw it already. Okay fine. I look ugly. And big dfrence meh? Lol. Dunno lah.

Then went to Joyce's hse for slpover. Chatted with Shin Lai, Ksing and Jon. Kolian Ksing lah. No one ajak him to mamak. Anyway, its a short mamak. Not long one. Thats why they didnt call u I think ==" The way he talked very cute lah. Was like this .. in msn..

Joyce: Why didnt go mamak?
Ksing: U all got plan meh? Why no one call me one? No one ajak me also.
Joyce: Because we dont have your contact ma.
Ksing: Yes meh.. Dont think so. Not even a call I received also lah. Always plan also no call me one. Nvm. Always last min only tell one.
Joyce: Shin Lai planned de.
Ksing: Ya lah. He's always the planner. and Kwo Lung also.

Hah. Kesian him. Dun care lah. Anyway, we're goin to SP around next weekend. Buy cny clothes^^ wahhahaa.

Thats all. Lazy to type d^^
Have a nice day my friends!

:S

Dont know what to blog also. Joyce asked me to update. So Im updating it now lah.

Today's school was okay. Nth much except HOMEWORKS. It sucks lah. So many to do. Anyway, I'll be probably doin them at night. Later lo. Most probably after this. Heheh.

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Stupid. My dad just came in and scolded me. Asking me to sleep now. Urgh. Im not feeling sleepy also! Then how am I supposed to do my homeworks? Nvm. Tmro will not be studying because of PMD. Program Maju Diri, if u guys didnt know does it stand for. We'll be doing.. something like testing our personalities. Get to know each other better. Blablabla. Very sien one. Haih.

Then, on Wednesday, we'll be goin to Shah Alam. PTPL. I dunno what it is. Heheh. Whatever lah. We'll be listening to a long speech.. from 730am to 130pm. YEE~ So long lah. Dunno can tahan or not. Heh.

Thats all for tonight lah. Nights.

NO FUN. PIGGIE.

Went to JJ just now and of course, it was boring. 1st place, POPULAR. Many ppl eh. It's popular ma. ==" I was searching for the books lah but then can only find two books I need. The q was long so I didnt buy them. Went out and walk around with Joyce. Joyce kept asking me to call Piggie. I know Piggie is cute.. and decided to go JJ. But I felt guilty and annoying asking him to JJ. Stupid eh? It is. Uh. Then went to MPH to see some books then POPULAR again. This time, I really gotta buy them because I cant go home with an empty hand.

Then Joyce said she gotta go to church already. Im not allowed to church coz im Buddhist. And I dont wanna be a Christian either. Left me in VINCCI since Shin Lai and Kwo Lung are working there. Hopefully I wasnt disturbing them. I sat there for awhile then.. MPH again. Went to see books.. And study a lil bout designing. I can't find the book I used to read. I think ppl have bought it already :( Nvm.

Piggie called. Asked me to PDI. 1st time I heard his voice. I thought his voice would be childish but its soo.. ironic. He sounds kinda fierce also. O-o Hmph. Go there talked nth much with TES. Really nth much. And that time.. my mood was worse than before coz I cant talk to PIGGIE! Dunno lah. He's not talking also. Jus feelin' weird.

Watched the Seed of Darkness.. Dun reli know the title is. Jus follow Piggie and Siang Lee only. The movie was boring and a lil scary. We watched half way only since it was boring. They walked very fast eh. I gotta catch up. They're tall. Me short. Nvm. Then met Tes, SL, KL, and Ksing at food court. Feeling better after meeting Tes, Sl and Kl. They at least can talk to me and make me smile. :)Then me went home lo.

Joyce, u said I like Piggie right. I dont think so. Lol. I dont know lah. Maybe no, maybe yes, maybe not him. Me really dont know. And IF I like him, he will not like me also. He's not into this kind of relationship one lah. Hah. Dont care this thing lah. Lets study >;]

HELLO! IM HOME!

Soon, Im gonna get rottan. 3 hours to go~ Hehee. Hopefully not pain lah. I heard there's a girl cried after get canning. Scaryyy le. ): I hope I will not cry. ):

Hmph~ Today is the second day of school. Kinda bored and lottsaa homeworks to finish up. ): Haih. So fast give homeworks lah these teachers. ==" So lebih one.

Since no Val, Sy, Sj.. I paid attention in class today. Not full. Got abit daydreaming. Heh. Very tired le. I forced myself not to take a nap now. Or else, I can't sleep at night. So gotta tahan lah. I slept only 3 hours last night. Better than not sleeping at all right. Luckily can slp last ngiht le ^^

Really miss my friends. I used my last year notebook. Inside all kene conteng by Val and me. Hee. All drawings and cartoons ^^ Miss the time we used to conteng ppl's books also. );


I am ready for rottan later >:]

SCHOOL! NO! X(

I couldn't sleep! I did not slp for the whole night. I went to bed at 12am. But couldnt sleep. My mind was thinking lotsssaaa stuffs. Rubbish. =(


I get up from bed at 5am since I couldnt sleep. Prepare myself to school. And go to school. The car is full and so sempit. Cuz there're ++ 3 new girls for morning session. 8 ppl in a Kancil. How to sit? Cant masuk also. So gotta make two trips. ;( I WANNA GO HOME EARLY! If Im taking the second trip, I think I would be back only at 2.30pm while school ends at 1pm. See. That means, I gotta rush to the small lil Kancil just right after my class over. So mah fan lah. Haih. For the one wholeeee year. Hafta tahan like this. HAIH.


I get to the second class! 5 Success. %&*(#$@!! WTF?! I DONT WANT TO GET INTO THIS CLASS! WHY?! Argh. I got not many friends there except for one close friend, Shu Gi. And the rest are all nerdies. I dont care the nerdies or whoever, I just wanna be with my friends. All of us are separated. We can only get to meet each other before school, recess and after school. ):


Not same class anymore. Im unable to study, chat, laugh, crap, buat bising, annoy teachers, daydreaming, play with them in class anymore. NOMORE!! Form 5 already kay.

Say Yin : 5K
Su Juan : 5K
Valerie : 5H
Lae Syee : 5K

Most of my close friends stay back in same class, 5K. While only me and Val changed.
Im soo sad. Really, seriously, honestly sad. :( I cried in the class. I hope noone noticed. I wanna change to 5K back, but the penyelaras doesnt allow. :((!! IM SO SAD! :( Haihz. I cant crap, chat, laugh, disturb, annoy, play wth them anymore. NOMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Haih. Im so not in a mood to blog now. Byebye.

JOY's BDAY and NEW YEAR! :D

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I had some fun only when reached Shin Lai's hse and in his van. Idk lah. At 1st, we went to Central. Then I booked for 20 ppl. No one's there yet. Luckily I got Eelin, then not long, Khai Wei came. Sry again ya KW. Gotta make u come early.

Then Ak gang came. Hmph~ Then friends came. Joyce reached about 815pm I think. She said she's coming at 7.30 but 45 mins late. Heh. Nvm. Bday girl must be like this. Hahah.

Uhm. The sad thing is.. I wasn't hyper at all. I felt~ lonely. LOL. I didnt mix with them. I got nth much to talk. My brain was like dead. Did not think of anything. Nvm. Later, I was hyper after AK left. We shouted at the singer. Hah. The singer also kembang d gua. Kaka. Then listened to the band till SL called. Kesian SL gotta fetch us. I felt really guilty. Plus messing his place and did not help him to clean. SORRY. B4, we had dinner there and plus a piece of cake to eat. Really full eh. Cnt tahan.

SL was like a taxi driver last night. Fetching one by one home. Waste his energy, time and petrol. Previously, Xmas also like this. Paiseh to go out with them d. :$ Not only that eh. The cake he bought for Joyce's bday was a lil waste also I think >_> Idk how much the cake left after Joyce cut it. They were all caking each other. Heh.

Erm, then reached Joyce's house, slpover there. Was like 1 something. Hmmph. Get clean, then see them playing SDO. Gee. so like o2jam. I MISS O2! :( Btw, I suck at SDO. Cant play well :(
Whay was playing. Atyh and Joyce were watching her playing. And me decided to lay down on the cushion... and fell aslp. ZZzz. Angel woke me up. Hah. Not long also I slept. Few mins only. Then Joyce and I decided to go to bed d since we both cnt tahan liao. But then, we chatted bout the party before slping. After chatting puas puas, she slept. Me.. cant slp. I slept at 6 somthing I think. Whay and Angel slept at 530am. Around there.

Woke up at 12.15. Bathed. Lunch. JJ.

JJ ==" Super bored. Can kacau Kwo Lung and TES there only. Got nth to do one. And I didnt realise Ksing was there also. Btw, I dont really know him. If I know him, definitely Im gonna kacau him since I was bored there ==". TES did not dare to talk to us since he wants to show a good image to his boss. Hahah. KEEP IT UP!

No one's fetching us home. How stupid yeh. Luckily my bro was in Bkt Tinggi and on the way home when I called him. Or else, he wont be fetching me and Joyce. Then went to KEC and slept there for awhile while waiting for bro.

FINALLY REACHED HOME. DINNER. BATH. AND NOW ON9. Stupid Msn. Still can't log in. So boring now~ :(

WHY CNT LOG IN~ T____T

Dont know how many times I tried to log in msn and I failed. Ugrh. Kinda fed up with it dy lah.

Its something to do with key ports. Idk what it is. ==

And SDO! TES gave me the Cd just now.. I have installed it but the thing is I cnt play. Waited for so long dy. Haih. And now cnt log in to Windows Live and no games to play. So boring ==

My parents are out. And me alone with my maid and dogs now. Sobs*

Anyway, happie new year! :D