Reaching for Heaven

Friday, December 29, 2006

LILILALALOLOLULULELE~

Im insane. Heh. What a day. Went to tuition.. saw 3 ppl. They look young and dont even look like 17. New students? Nahh. Couldnt be. Its 29th Dec. Where got new students come at the end of the month one. I was sooo left out. So I asked a girl but she can't understand English. Whathe. English!! How could she..? Doesnt know even a single word of English meh? Whaever. Then I dont care.. Just blur blur masuk classroom. Till everyone arrived, then only Mr. Azmi told us that today combined class coz Monday Xmas. Lalala~ Many guys coming in. I was like so.. wth. == Why Mr. Azmi's class all guys one? And so few girls? By the way, I was absent last week. That's y I was blur.

Haih. What about January? I dunno is there any girl comin to this class or not. Hopefully there is and a friendly one. And also can laugh and talk lah. Hahah. Some girls are so weird that cant even laugh or smile or talk and always pay attention to teacher. Scary girls.

Anyway, thats all what I wanna blog about lah. Nth much. Just feelin too bored at home ): Nights!

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE JOYCE !!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~


J O Y C E !

HAPPIE SWEET SIXTEEN!

JOYCE 16 liao. Finally~~~~~~ Wakakaka.

MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE and YOUR FUTURE UNDERTAKINGS :D

HAPPIE HAPPIE ALWAYS! SMILE SMILEE ALWAYS! AND ALWAYS! :P



LOVE,
PEI :D

kaka.

LESTER AND ALICE :D

Keke. That's Lester, my wow wow. Is he cuttttttteeeeeee? No? :( Yes? :D Kakaka.


My baby biting something~ My bro's thing. Weheheh >:]

Jajaja



Nahh. Finally. ==" This is the necklace which Yj gave me in Genting.
Anyway, many of u guys saw it before d. hahah.


PINK! HAHAH. Uhmm, its blurr. Can see the words there? ALICE! :D




Thursday, December 28, 2006

WEIRD. SCARY. IDIOT.

I cant sign in to Windows Live Messenger! Urgh. I think everyone's also the same. Some.

Since Im free now, just blog what I felt yesterday lah.

Yesterday I went to Kp with Whay right. Goin back time, I was alone. Whay went home at 7.50pm. We were waiting for our parents sincce 7.45pm. Not much difference lah. But I went home at 8.20pm. I waited for my parents 30 mins le.

This 30 mins I felt weird, scary and like an idiot after Whay got home. Hah. I was waiting in front of Star Bucks alone. I was wearing all black and a big plastic bag of something :P with me. Idk lah. Many ppl were looking at me. And especially guys. They were looking at me while walking. Very weird meh standing alone waiting for parents? I think yes gua. They were like thinking I was waiting for BF to come or BF tinggalkan me alone. Malu betul. Gee. Nvm. I dont really care. Luckily no leng zai see me like dat can dy. Hahaha.

There were two guys. Malays. Looking at me for so long. Ish. BABI BETUL. They were like waiting an opportunity to rob me. That time, I got only RM10 in my wallet. Habis belanja on my stuffs d. Want to rob what eh? == Haih. One of the two, was standing far on my right. Then, he came nearer and nearer to me. Wtf. I was scared eh. He came till soooo near and I felt so terrible scared that time and finally he went away. ARGH! WTF?! Anyway, GOOD! U dont hafta scared me till like that!

Then another malay guy by the road side was watching me longer than the another one did. This one is scary. He watched then hid. Watched then hid. Stupid. I CAN SEE YOU LAH! Babi. Dont have to do that. This 30 mins were scaryyy~ But as I know, it wont happen because its in public. Many ppl in Star Bucks also. ==

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

DEAD BRAIN.

Uhm, just now I blogged one.. click the second pic to view a bigger view. U'll find that picture more scaryyyyy. I freak out also kay.


So,, my brain's not functioning well. Im an idiot. My brain is soooo karatttt already and still I havent put oil. Uhh. Dunno when only Im gonna put. I think Im putting it this Fri lah. Hahah.

Just now, after back from Kp, I was so.. == Tired. My parents were scolding me and I dont even care. I was tired to argue back or whaever. I ignored them and wasnt listening to whaever they were talking in the car. Then, back home, I did not talk to them. I answered my mom only in short like 'mm' 'yes' bla bla blah. My brain~ like doesnt wanna think anything especially school. School's gonna reopen so soon. X( I dont want to go school but just to meet friends only. X( LAlalA~

ONE. TWO PICS :P

Here are the pictures we took in Star Pisces. 24th Dec '06.


What? Dont know who's idea to do this. Hahah. My cacat looking fingers.
Guess which are mine? :D

Scary eh. Especially me with long hair, my eyes all black and a smile :) Wakaka.

Anyway, from left, Debbie, PY, Eelin. :D

Monday, December 25, 2006

LONELY?


I wanna share my probs with somebody. Especially u Joyce. I hope u'll read this. Especially this blog. U hav bout the same prob with me. and u'll understand. So thats why I wanna share with u.


Honestly, no one cares me. Who cares me yehhh? My parents? Yeah, I know. Friends? Only Joyce, Whay and Val I think? I dont know. Maybe some. But I didnt realise. Anyway, I think.. really nobody lah. I wan to have a really really good buddy who can spend alot time with me and share probs with me. If not spending time with me, at least tell me what u do everyday? Hahah. Sounds lesbo? Nah. Not only girls. Guys also lah. Male bestfriends got prob? No right. But kinda weird also.


Uhm. Blogging is like online diary right? Haha. Yeahhh. So.. I'll express my feelings here. Anyone who's reading this.. Im sorry? Get what I mean lah k.


Uhmm, didn't force any of u guys to read also. Don't want read is okay. I mean it. I hav diary in my room. But lazy to write dy. So now, lebih canggih abit, I type. Cheh.


Haih. Sighing nowadays is like my habit already. I feel lonely everyday): I want friends. Accompany me. But who can? Nobody except Joyce, Whay and Val. Thats why I always online everyday and on long? Yeah. To find my friends who can't accompany through phone or something. Btw, my phone always no credit one. Especially in Nov and Dec '06. Nov.. Because of Yj lah. Dec.. Friends lorr. Uhm. Am I asking too much? Like,, I need friends? Yes I do. Friends are really important to me.


"Why do all good things come to an end?" Familiar with it? or no? Its a part of the lyric sang by Nelly Furtado, All Good Things Come To An End. I agree her. My memories...~ I'll feel lagi lonely when Im listening to this song ):

I want someone accompany me! Not forcing okay. Natural, if you want, then okay. Im happy enough already. I dont want to spend everyday alone. At least there's Joyce with me almost everyday. And Shu Gi sometimes. She's my best friend since I was 10. ^^ To be honest, I dont know why I'll feel happy when I get to see my friends and especially old pals. :D And I feel like spending the whole day with them. Hmpph. Sometimes,, not. If we really got nothing to chat. Hahah.

Im not crapping by the way :D Nights.

JOYCE~ :D

Oh ya, I forgot. Just now I blogged right. The title was LUCKY OR NOT. Okay, I forgot to tell u apa kaitan with it. Uhm,, as I mentioned before, I think twice.. or maybe once == I hav bad luck these two weeks? 3? Uh. Memang unlucky lahhh. I dont feel like going out already. Im afraid more unlucky things to happen. ): I dont want. ): Really. Who wants bad luck? Haih.

Im having bad luck everyday. So.. anyone wants to come near me now? Anybodyyyyyyyyy? No one. Duh. Unless some dont know lah. Really sad :( also. Sometimes, Im sad for no reason. Hahah. How stupid yehh. I got sick now. Stupid. I hate it. I cant sleep every night because keeps coughing. Uh == !! Help me! Nobody can): Except myself.

Okay, so Joyce... JOYCE's BIRTHDAY is COMING!!!!!!! Wahahah. Hopefully you'll enjoy, Joyce. And hopefully everyone will enjoy themselves also. Lalala~ Hmph. I dont know the plan much right now lah. As I know, we'll be celebrating Joyce's bday on the 30th dec. Sry le ): and.. where will we be gonna celebrating it? Central? Mamak Eng Ann? Where?! I got no ideas. As I know again, it must be in Klang because some cant go any further than Klang. So.. What about Central? Ah. Duno lah. So blur.

Btw, I miss u lots Joyce.

LUCKY OR NOT?

Merry Christmas! Heheh. Okay okay, I was actually hyper and excited last night. I get to meet my old pals! YEAHH~ Cant believe Debbie's coming! Hahaha.

I went to Star Pisces last night. About 8.15pm. Chee Kar was already there since 7pm. Hahah. Dont know whats wrong with him. We promised to go there at 8. Heh. Eelin went there at 8pm I guess. Then we crapped and crapped till Debbie came. After Deb's arrival, we decided to play some card games. Uhm. Played alot lah. I cant remember also. We were playing and crapping^^ Hahaha. So funn lahhh~ Then we took pics. Ahem. My pics are ugly okay. So I wont post out them here. Probably one or two only. :P Hahahah.

While we were taking pics, Michael came. At first he said he got family prob right. But finally he said settled d. Heheh. More ppl more fun ^^ Summore Michael is kinda childish. We crapped and laughed alot lah. We took pics with him also.

Then play crap play crap till Shin Lai came with his gang. A big gang yehh~ They're so close to each other and they are like.. having 6 bestfriends? Cool eh. All so rapat rapat. Compared to mine,,, nahh. My bestfriends are like.. dont know each other. -sigh- ): Chee Kar did some stupid stuffs and I dont dare to play his game. Hahah. Only Eelin =O and Shin Lai were dare to play. Siao siao one. Chee Kar shouted LENG ZAI at the singer. Then Idk really know what he did lah. With Eelin and SL. I was not listening to them because I was sick. Tired to listen. Hahah.

Gee. Deb and Eelin gotta go back early. ): So sad le. Both of them were also sad. ): Nvm. NEXT YEAR kay! Plus, itll be just after SPM. Weheheheh >:] Sl suggested to go watch a movie after Star Pisces, so okay, since my parents were not here at that time, I decided to go with my bro's permission. Heh. 1st time le~ Went back home at 2am. The latest one I think. Then I got scolded from my parents this evening. My stupid younger bro lahh~ told them. Urgh.

We watched The Curse of the Golden Flower. Something like that lah. It was superb boring! As I know, SL and Michael fell asleep. Chee Kar? Idk. SL's friends? Idk. Was not paying attention to them. Just watched the screen only. Heheh. And aaa the girls! sat bside me banyak bising. They were talking in mandarin about Jay Chou I think. I heard they mentioned his name. Uh. JC only maa. Who cares. He's yeng lah but still I dont like him. ceh. Whaever~

Joyce's birthdae coming! =O! :D

Sunday, December 24, 2006

TWO WEEKS.

Lalala~ Im so so happy! Yep yep! Im really happy. Im happy having two unlucky weeks. Hmpph~ So cool~.

Finally the xmas gathering has been cancelled because of something. So probably later goin to Star Pieces nia. == Boring..~ Lets see. I invited Joyce, Whay, Val, Sy, Shu Gi, Khai Wei, Chee Kar, Eelin, Michael, Weng Kit, Ryan and Jian Chong.

The ones who cant make it.
Joyce : Singapore. hahah.
Whay : Celebrating with her friends I gues.
Val : Sick.
Sy : Celebrating with family.
Shu Gi : Dont feel like going.
Kw : Parents dont let.
Michael: Family prob.
Wk, Ryan and Jian Chong : Dont know them lah.

Going ones:
Chee Kar and Eelin. Hahah. Thanks for celebrating Xmas with me! I got no one to celebrate with. Bro celebrating with friends. Another bro doesnt care bout Xmas. Parents oversea. Gee. Dont know what kind of friends I have. Those with their own reasons nevermind lah. But some.. ==

Nvm. I dont believe true friends anymore. Always trying to give excuses. Nvm. The only I can trusted are the ppl around me. Whay, Joyce and Val! :D Hahah. Val, hopefully u'll get well soon. Joyce, enjoy in Sg~ Hahah. Miss u alot lah Joyce. Wanna go out kai kai with u pun tak boleh. Haih. Whay, enjoy whatever u're doin now~ Hahaha.

I wanna celebrate with my parents... TT_____________TT

Btw, told ya, Im unlucky for two weeks already TT__TT Go away stupid unlucky!! );

Saturday, December 23, 2006

WTF.

I kept sighing nowadays. Got prob lah which I have not told anyone yet. Nvm. If I tell my friends, I think they'll laugh at it. Tak pasal pasal think bout it one lah.

Went to an Xmas party last night. Hmmpph.. I had some fun there lah. The thing is.. FUNNY. The ppl there are friendly except for some lah. Some .. Jeling at me for no reason. Wtf. I hate those ppl. Nvm. I dont even know them. Then, some are really really friendly ^^ Im happy to meet them.. But no contact with them punye. One thing, I didnt know most of them are from MGS. Have not seen them before maa. I would like to mix with them but.. shy lah. Heh.

Beginning, we intoduced ourselves. Then eat. Then played a game. Not bad lah. Quite funny.

Uh. Then we got chocolates. THANKS! Hahah. Then go home~ Thats all lo.

Today,, did nth much. I think I got fever now:( My forehead is hot. Nvm. Jiorrh. I wanna go out kai kai lah. But where to go le? Cant tahan d. Always stay at home. So sien! No transport to go out also. Gee ): No mood to blog or doin anything lah. I wan my mummy and daddy! ):!!!!!!!!!! MISS THEM ALOT.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

CANT GO~

Sigh. What have I done?!! Yj now goin and I pulak now cant go!!! Before, I can go Yj not confirm going. Aiks. Nvm nvm. Cool down~~ Haih. Stupid mistake. I mean GO TO PROM. Tmro one. Crystal Crown Hotel. Ahh!~

Haih. What an unlucky week! Whatever I do. Surely bad luck one. I didnt go for Addmaths class today. Coz no water. I wont go out without taking bath one. Haih. So I missed two classes of Addmaths today. And then, my parents' room door is locked. No keys to open it. I accidentally left them in the room. I was slpy last night lahh~ And I didnt know the bunch of keys are inside. So I locked it, then right away went to bed. UHhh. My stuffs are all inside! Gee. Babi betul lah. All my fault. My fault! WHY SO UNLUCKLYYYYYYYYYYYY!! Then, my uncle, the tukang kunci, came and tried to open the door, but couldnt. Idk why. He said its weird. WTF?! Nvm, I need that door to be opened by tomorrow. Or else... COMMIT SUICIDE. All my stuffs are inside lah.

Anyway, no worries dy lah. I called my parents. They are in oversea rmb? Okay, they asked me to break down the door then. Hmpphh. Then I called my uncle to break down but he said he's afraid? Coz got money inside the room maa~ Later lost, who's gonna tanggung right. Nvm. I'll be asking my older bro to break down. Then if he cant make it, I'll ask my uncle again.

Im goin to an Xmas party tmro! Yay! Hahah. I was very happie just now. That I got transport to go there! But now.. sigh. Yj asked me to go to that prom. He's confirmed now already. WTF again. So LATE only confirm meh?! TOO LATE d lahh. Cant make it anymore. Uh. Nvm. Next time lah.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

NECKLACE FOUND.

I found it already!! WEEEEEE~ Hahah. It was in my drawer all the while and I didnt know that. A drawer which most unexpected one. Uhh.

Last night, the lights in my bathroom, my parents' room and living room's were blinking. Idk why. It was scary u see. I was alone with my dog, Lester. My younger bro downstairs, older one out and maid watching tv downstairs. It happenned again this morning. Like fius terbakar, then no current d. Scarrryyyyy lahh~ I was bathing alone neh. My dog wasnt with me. So berani sikit:) Faster wear my clothes and everything.

Then I got tuition at 10am to 2pm. Chemistry. I was late because of my aunt? She said she couldnt get me so she decided not to take me to tuition already. I was late 20 mins. Heh. Nvm, luckily I wasnt the latest one. Elaine then Whay ying. Whay got tuition maaa~ Haih. Got scolding from Ms Linda for a wrong graph we drew. I didnt know anything. My brain wasnt working at that moment. My thinking was soooo slow or u can say not working at all. Im proud of Whay, she can at least understand what Linda was asking and teaching. I dont get Linda at all. We got scolded like shyt. Nvm. Its learning experience. Cheh. My brain karat d. Need more oil liao.

Wk came back dy. -_- I MISS MY PARENTS SO MUCH. Cried last night for that and the necklace. Haih. Dont know what to do at that time. I think I called my dad's hp many times. But he off it. I was so worried. Haih. Then this morning, my bro told me that my parents called last night at 12am and this morning when I was in tuition. Hahah good thing to hear that. Hopefully they're fine^^.

:) Mi, Di, Hopefully u both are alright. :)

Monday, December 18, 2006

STOLEN.

-Sigh- I just got the news that one of my parents luggage got stolen in Bangkok. FUCK THE PENCURI! CURSE THEM TO DEATH! URGHH. I dont know how are my parents now. Its hard to communicate them. Haih. I wish they are alright.

My parents went to Bangkok this morning. Woke up at 4am. Found me still not sleep yet. I was chatting to Merl, Drew and Eng Sim. My mum scolded me like ~ Nvm. Then took a cab to KLIA at 6am. Flight, 7am. I cant sleep last night. I was thinking about SHOPPING~ Hahah. What to buy and stuffs. Anyway, I got not much money. My parents gave me a RM100 note. That means, I can only buy 2 shirts. Haih.

Tmro night Im going to my bro's new house. Heheh >:] He isnt moving there now. One day, he'll move to there, one dayy... Im helping him to paint his house tmro night. Uh X( Apa ni? Gelap gelap sau cat? Heh.

AND OH YEAHHH! SHIN LAI! Finally he onlines! YAY! So glad to see him back. He's coming ack to Msia from Florida next week! But still I cant see him also. Ceh. X\ One day we go for a movie kay. Heheh.

Thats all lah~ Nights. :D

Saturday, December 16, 2006

PROBLEMATIC GIRL.

Uhm, Im kinda weird or maybe very. I liked Wk last time but now.. dunno lah. Dunno what happenned to me. Now Im feeling guilty/bad. The best of all, forget HIM and have fun with friends. Right. Im not serious in this thing lah. I thought I really like him last time. Cheh.

Went to KP just now. I went with SY since her house is near to Kp. She can just walk there. Saw Sj with her two sisters in McD. They dont look alike at all. Heheh. Uh. Then nth much lah. I shared my problems with Sy. Uhm, I actually blogged last night,, but somehow there was an error again. Uhh. Nvm. Gee. I miss Joyce and Val. Didnt see them for so long d. I wonder what are they doin. Val? Chicken pox. Sleep at home probably. Joyce? Having alot of fun in China. Whay? Just came back from Genting. SY? Watching tv at home and probably gonna work soon again. Sj? No idea. Shu Gi? Always in grandma's house watching tv, probably studying also. Hmph. Eelin? No idea. Hahah.

JE representing Klang for basketball. Hahah. GOGO JE! I wanna see him play laa. But it'll be in Cheras coming this Monday. Too far le. Cant see him play d. Got once in Klang lah. Pandamaran. That time.. I didnt know what kind of bkb competition also. So I didnt really care bout what he said. Now! Regret! Haih. Nvm. Hopefully he'll win. Then maybe next match will be in Klang or somewhere nearer? Heheh. I SUPPORT U JE!!

Friday, December 15, 2006

A WEEK MORE TO GO.

Nah, not even a week. He's coming back soon! Wahahah. Wednesday! Less than a week! I cant wait to see him again! Heheh >:] Oh welll, I'll be seeing him on Thursday not Wednesday. Hmpph. I cried last night? Lol. Not because of Wk but Yj.

I got nth to do last night, so I went to Friendster and checked on my friends' profiles. Till I went to my friends list last page. I saw Yj's pic. New pics. So I went and see them lahh. Then I started to miss him? Uhh. Perkara biasa lah right. The pics of him were in KK. I remembered we were still together at that time. He said he was afraid of the canopy walk. He smsed me after the walk. I told him I wanna see the pics and make sure he took lotsaa pics there. So he did. He promised to show me the pics during Genting time? Uh. He did not show any also. He had alot of fun there in KK yeh. He's a person who likes to smile all the time. A cheerful and happy-go-lucky guy. Many girls like him too. I know his attitude very well. His mind is not complicated. Uh. Why am I talking bout him right now? Ahh. I wish there's another clone of him and cheers me up like before. A clone with a sincere heart. ):!!!!!!!!!!!! Whenever I think about him,, I cant smile. As what I've been through, Yj was the only guy who made me smiles and happy all the time. I miis the time when we were together.

TT_________TT

Time to go tuition! ): Kelly, Joyce and Jac will be absent today. Im gonna be alone or maybe with.. MICHELLE! Good thing she'll be there :)

TOOTHACHE!

Uh. I dont think its toothache.. but it is.. gum swollen.. I think. Same case like Phei Wyin! Haihz. So so sososos pain! I got this since Monday dd..

Monday : Pain. Whole gum pain. And cant identify where is the pain from.
Tuesday : Identified. Still very pain.
Wednesday : Pain in the morning but cooled down in the evening. Then at night.. GOSH!!
Thursday : Felt much better than before. But.. it still hurts ):

Actually I planned to go see dentist on Monday.. but somehow, my parents are busy. Then I went to see a dentist on Tuesday. My mum and I have waited for an hour. So.. of course my mom got fed up lah. Then we went home. On Wed, planned to see another dentist again,, but my parents not free! ): Uh. Nvm. Heheh. And now. Thursday! Felt much better. Can close my mouth d. Before that, I cant even close my mouth or eat. ): Wind blows also pain d. Haihz.

Then, my mom said probably I slp late everynight. I usually sleep at 4am. and I dont drink enough of water. So she said.. maybe its heaty. Err. Dont know how to spell it. Heheh.

-Sigh- oh yaa. Im going to 1U on Xmas! X) with my friends. Not many of them.. Im going with Phei Wyin, Alvin and his gf and JE. I asked him already but still not confirm yet. Hopefully u can go JE! Heheh. Long time no c d. If Alvin's bringing his gf along.. I think we'll be walking separately liao. We dont wanna be spotlight right. Hahah. Uh. Nvm. JE MUST GO! LOL.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

HE WENT LIAO FOR 9 DAYS!

Haih. This morning, Wk went to Negeri9 d. FOR 9 DAYS! He'll meet many many ppl there too. From Nepal, Indo, Sg, Filipina, India, China and Hong Kong. Msia's last jamboree. =O and he's not gonna on9 for a week plus 2 days. He said he's gonna move to a new house also on Sat but duno which Sat! ): Talked talked talked until forgot to ask him le. After he moves, there'll be no line or anything. -sigh- Cant talk to him.. But can see him in tuition next thursday lo. He's moving to Setia Alam. I dunno where is it. He said it is somewhere near to KP. 4km from KP. Far eh? But his current house is 8km plus from KP le. No wonder he sweat alot that day when he reached JJ. He cycled ma. And if Im not wrong, about 5pm.. it was raining. We went home at 5. So he got all wet? SWEAT then WET. Kesian him lah. Heh.

Haih. I think he doesnt even like me. Not even a single bit. And I think I should stop thinking him d before I get myself into any trouble. Like.. totally cannot forget him? Like last time lah. Me and Yj. So.. I SHOULD STOP! and find new one? Siao. Hahah. Nobody I admire or like beside Wk. And I will not accept or like any guys from online aymore unless we met somewhere before. The guys I know from online one.. very what lah. They're too girlish for me. Not all of them.. only some. Idk why they like to ask stupid and lebih questions also. Tho I got nth much to chat with Wk, I prefer chatting with him than any of the guys from online. Some kay.

Last night, Wk's friend who went to JJ one, played us lah. including Ryan also. I was panic at that time. At 1st I thought it doesnt matter at all bout I went to JJ with Wk plus Whay and dat indian guy. They said they wanna tell everyone I think. Wk was chatting with Ryan on the phone. Then Wk told me everything lah. Grr. They made me.. like. dont want to go tuition anymore d. Coz Im the 1st girl who asked him out. and likes hhim also I think. Everyone got shocked to hear that. ==" That was what he said lah. Then,, long story lah. Lazy to type. Finally only I knew they were playing Wk. Thats all loh. They didnt tell ppl. Only Ryan and the Indian guy know. I have told Ryan and Calvin not to tell anyone that I like him d. I hope they wont break their promise ^^ Heheh.

I MISS WK! LOL. He's not a reli good looking guy but I dont know why I like him. :)

Sunday, December 10, 2006

WK. HAHAH. ^^

Guess what? I woke up at 10:30am this morning. Then hurried to a boutique. Buy a DRESS. Uh. I? Wear dress?! LOL. Imagine it. Its a white dress with black ribbons. Heheh ^^ I and Whay in JJ this afternoon was searching for a necklace and a pin. Its hard to find that kind of necklace I want u know. So, before she came, I was like.. uhm. busy looking for it. but couldnt find any suitable ones for me. Anyway, I found a necklace at last tho its not the one I want. Nvm. I wanted to buy it but it is... SUPER EXPENSIVE! RM63.90! Uhh. Its really expensive to me eh. Since the price is 'beautiful', I decided to call my mom and asked permission to buy it. Ahh. She didnt allow me to buy! Nvm. She said she got lotsa necklaces at home.. which I dont really like them. I wore high heels to the dinner. Ahh. My feet! Kinda pain but its okay. Felt like wearing them again. Heheh. Coz I look taller.

So.. TODAY! I went to JJ with Whay, Wk and one Indian guy. I dont know him. He's Wk's friend. Uhmm. Kinda bored.. and I was shy. I think he was too. He did not talk much except to his friend lah. They were like keep talking nonstop and got lotsa topics to chat. They must be very close. Hahha. I and Whay walked in front.. and them.. kinda far behind us. He's cute eh. When they were taking their.. lunch? or teabreak? Lol. In Nandos. Wk was like crying coz he ate somethin spicy. Heheh. >:] Cute lahh~ HHAHAHA. Okay, thats all~ :D

JJ 12PM.

HAHAH. Wk has just sent me RM5. WEE~! I mean my hp credit lah. He got alot of $~ rm100++ and me.. ZERO! 0! lol. He's goin to JJ tmro. Maybe ermm. We'll be goin at 12pm I think. SO. WHAY.. GOINGG??! Go le k. Hahah. Hope u got no plans tmro. :P and go with me! Heheh. I'll be calling Eelin tmro morning. I actually forgot to call u guys lah. SRY yeh.

We're gonna watch a movie tmro. and kai kai lah. I hope everything will go well tmro. Confirm with me if u see this Whay!

GRANDMA!!

Uhh. Already for months I didnt get to see my grandma. As I said before, my family got prob. I cant see her! I miss her ALOTT. She gave me and my younger brother rm100 each. We are not from rich family kay. She gave us the day before we went to Genting. Uh. I cried in the car when my dad told me about it. Nvm. I dreamt of her last night too. It was a really long dream. Talking bout this, I dreamt of YJ and JE the day before yesterday. Ceh. I hav kinda stop thinking bout Yj already.. and JE? No idea.

Anyway, Im goin to see my grandma during dinner tmro night! Heheh. Am very excited right now. And I planned to buy something for her.. but I dunno how to giv it to her. and when. and what. My dad went to see my grandma the day before we went to Genting. She asked my dad.. that.. Why I did not come to see her? Where are all of us (me and my younger bro) ? Uhh. U dont know how does it really feels like. I feel soo guilty. Leaving her alone at her house.. Ppl seldom visit her.. Alone with her maid.. and she's old already. Nothin much to do everyday at home. A quiet place. Nobody to chat to everyday. Walking here and there at home. Watchin tv only.. Im wondering what is she doing everyday. She'll feel sad of course. Lonely at her age.. IMAGINE IT! UHH. IM CRYING NOW! WHY?! I HATE MYSELF!! I WANNA SEE HER! I MISS HER! I thought she doesnt love me anymore but she still does!

Okay, so.. what should I buy for her? Suggest something for me please! I dont know what to buy bsides flower.. I dont want to giv her flowers lah. Feel one kind. SO?! ANY IDEAS?! Tell me k!

Saturday, December 09, 2006

FRIDAY.

I didnt want to go tuition one le just now! Heavy rain at 430pm. and it stopped around 5. What the. so ngam meh. My tuition starts at 5pm every Friday and ends at 7pm. Two hours. With the teacher and all boys. Im the only girl. Uh. I called many of my friends to that tuition but.. they can't. So Im waiting for Yee Ling! She's coming back in Jan. Heheh. Luckily she didnt stop.

Uhmm. Then went for Acc class. Again, I was so sleepy but did not fall asleep. Uhh.. Nth much lah. It ended at 1045pm. Almost 11 reached home. Did yoga till 12am. Then online till now. Hahah. Im like.. talking to Wk everyday ^^ but always out of topic one. When got topic, we'll like.. talk alot and alot and nonstop. When no topic, very quiet.. as silent.. as a graveyard.. == hahah.

He's cool eh. He's the senior troop leader in Scout, High School Klang. Geng le. He's goin to dunno what Msia Jamboree thingy and camp in Negeri Sembilan for 8 days! 12th to 19th Dec. So lonngg. Lucky him, next week we got no Chemistry and Addmaths classes! and cant talk to him for 8 days. Ceh. Heheh. He wanna be an engineer I think. He said so. Not sure. Anddd this Sunday! Im probably going out with him to JJ! YAYY! Ceh. Not only me and him lah. He's calling his friends and so I am. WHAY YING! GO OKAY! Hope u come back from Pangkor by that time d lah. Hehhe.

Thats all~ Night!

Friday, December 08, 2006

CANT MAKE IT.

As usual, went to tuition, addmaths. Learnt a new topic. INTEGRATION. Quite fun lah~ but my mind is so slow~ slow thinking. Haihz.

Before, I planned to go JJ right. Eelin cant go. She got tuition. Heh. Last minute only tell me. Then I called Sharon.. She cant also, she got tuition, again! X( She said I should ask her earlier or else she'll be with me in JJ today d! Ceh. Nvm lah. SRY SHIN LAI. REALLY SRY.

Then now, Im talking to CS, the guy whom I met in KP that day one. He's so damn freaking lebih lah! Cnt tahan him! He asked a stupid question! He asked what time was my tuition over on that Tues. I answered 1.30pm. Then he said he cant c me and asked why. UHH. WTF? CANT C ME AND WHY?! Uh. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW EH. Plus, he said he misses me so much and asked how again. wtf. DONT ASK HOW LAH!!
GILA LEBIH PERSON.

AND NOW... ASKING ME TO ACCEPT HIM AH??! PLSS LAHH!! BEH TAHAN WIF UR SIKAP LIAO! SUMMORE WANNA ACCEPT U MEH??! Urgh. haha. okay. trying to cool down. right. uh.

Thats all lah! nite!

Thursday, December 07, 2006

HAPPIE PICS.

These pics are not happie! But make me happy! HAHAH. k. ENJOY~








These are all my fav pics! X) So, do they make u happie? Hahaha. and Feel like wanna be there? X) I wanna be there! X)

GENTING PICS!

Here, these are the pics. We did not take alot. I also dunno why. Maybe.. no time? Hahah. Crap. Only a few and not many of me and my friends. ): We regretted le. Nvm.


GENTING! Heheh. Val took this from our room! XD

Outdoor games! :D

Model of the big big Genting~


Waterfall. Outdoor punye. Hmpph. Nice meh? Hahaha


This is the one I paling like one but didnt sit it ):!
CORKSCREW! I sat this and it was... ==" FUNNNN!!~
U'll shiver after u get down XD

Indoor. C O L O U R F U L right.I miss there~
I wanna go there again!!! X(


Dunno what the shyt they talking there. Heheh >:]
Say Yin (left) Shiau Ping (right)


Err. That's leng lui Valerie (left) and ugly girl, me (right).

Guess where the hell am I in the pic? Heheh. >:]

Val edited it! Can see me already? :)
So, thats all lah~ Hopefully Joyce takes alot alot of pics in China also and Whay too k! :D



































Wednesday, December 06, 2006

HAPPIE BORING:)

Hee. I talked to Wk just now. We talked kinda alot ^^ Dont wanna say it here :P Well, he's really a cool person. He doesnt really talk to girls one le. He got only about less than 5 female friends. Uhh. Anyway, nice chatting with him. (:

I did nothin much today. Woke up, brush teeth, wash face, lunch, bath, mamak, tuition, tv, dinner and now online. Boring right. My seaweeds gonna finish already ): and my mom doesnt lemme to buy another packet cuz it's expensive. I just bought it that Sun and now left few more packets! SEAWEEEEEEEEEDDS!!! GONNA MISS U. ;( I eat alot of them. addicted like KOPIKO. My younger bro also. He's not really addicted like me, but he eats alot too.

Goin to JJ tmro! Whay can't go already cuz she's goin to Pangkor.. So nice le~ not like me. always stay at home.. Seee. Whay : Pangkor. Joyce : China. Ethan : Taiwan. DONT LEAVE ME! hahah. Summore got no games to play. -sigh- So.. Im calling Eelin to go with me tmro. I hope she can go..

I was moody just now. Idk why. Im like this >__> heh. I.. I.. I think.. NO O2jam gua. Thats why I was moody? lol. I so wannaaaaaaa playyyy O2jam le! Dont know when I can play it.

YU YU HAKUSHO! Today's the last episode already. Feel like crying. I love all YYH songs. Haihz. I want it to continue!! Continue it by myself. Heheh. Ceh. Uh. I think that's all. Nth much d.

Night~

;)

One. Two. Three.

It worked.

You're welcome. Haha.

Out,
WY

Sunday, December 03, 2006

HMm.. BORING! ):

Gonna kill myself d. What a boring day. But I think it's better than yesterday lah. The thing is.. no Shin Lai to talk to. Talking to him is fun ^^ but sometimes out of topic O__O heheh. Talking to Kok Ho jus now was also kinda fun ^^ We're YYH fans! He said he's gonna buy the Cds and gonna lend me! Hahah. THANKS ALOT!

Hmm. Woke up at 12pm today. I thought I and Sp goin to KP around 2pm. But tak sangka her church over at 1230pm --" So she went there early. Alone. I felt guilty and I tried my best to be as fast as I could, taking bath and everything lah. SRY SP!

I think I went there bout 1 something pm. So... met her at 2pm shop. Then we shopped. Then Im supposed to meet Shin Lai and his friends. but they were late. Hahah. Anyway, its okay. I was so shy to meet guys. U know lah,, its the 1st time meeting them. Lagi teruk. And I got no idea to go where. Actually I wanted to play bowling but all of sudden.. I dont really feel like playing d. I feel odd O__O Hahah. Nvm, there's still next time! Bsides, I also wanted to play pool wif SP. and snooker wif my bro. but tak sempat lah. Sp wanns to shop. Me also. So, again, next time lah! Hhehe. I missed goin out with Whay and Joy. ): One day! K!

Met Sam and his gf. Where ever I go, sure meet this guy one! not only him lah, other ppl also. for example, one tomb boi. This girl arhh.. Met her like thousand times d. She looks lansi also. Anyway, DONT CARE and DONT JUDGE PPL BY THEIR LOOK! lol.

Then.. Saw Chee Kar. Working in McD! Hahah. I didnt giv him anything for his sweet sixteen birthdae which was on the 7th eleven. 7 nov. Hehe. So I gav him today, since Ryan is like kinda pushing me to buy him one. I shared the present wif Ryan. I dunno whats wrong wif him. As I know, he doesnt like to buy gifts for ppl. Doesnt sound like him. Btw, he grew taller! Hahah. Taller than Brian and Calvin! Good thing to hear that! Lol. coz he always kene teased by ppl one. And me.. still short as usual. Haihz. I always get teased by ppl also. -sigh-

Khai Wei saw me in KP. But I didnt see him. He didnt even wanna say hi to me. He msged me only. Telling me that he saw me. Uh. What the. So lansi. Hahah. :P

And thennnnnnnnnn.. the guy who wans to see me,, met him today. for the 1st time again. Ahh. chatted with him for awhile, then I told him my bro is around here and I think he got freak out. so bubbye la. Ahh. Sien lah. Then I and Sp shop shop shopped for the whole day.

AND I FINALLY BOUGHT KOPIKO! hahah. and SEAWEEDS too! Lol. Loving it~ Keke. On msn now. Just now was crazy. I think some of my frens got angry d. cuz I replied them late. Was busy talking to my friends and now cool down d lah. Telling stories here and there. Listening stoires here and there. Crapping here and there. And now.. all wanna slp d. ME TOO! So slpy today. Dunno why tho I woke up late.

I felt kinda guilty today. Sp waited for me for so long in Kp. alone. Then.. I got no transport to go home. My bro lah. Dont want fetch me. He was slping.. TT___TT So Sp fetched me.
I treated someone kinda badly also jus now. and now. I dont feel like talking to this guy. So.. I.. simply answered him lah. Haihz. Im mean right. Hard-hearted. Like the horoscope said it too. Plus, Im so tired right now. I think I wanna go watch tv d. To keep me awake. Hahah. Idk why also. O___O. Ciao!

Hmmph. Wondering whats Joyce doin now.. Hehehe. TC JOYCE!

Saturday, December 02, 2006

SAY NO TO YJ.

SAY NO TO HIM!

I wish I can forget this guy. Haihz. HELP ME! I dont care his look.. but.. haihz. I dunno why I love him alot also. and I cant forget him! Im gonna die.

He bought me a necklace. Its SWEET. PINKISH! Of course I LOVE IT! Ahh. I wanna put up the pic of it but I dunno where's the cable. ): Nvm. Im always wearing it. U can see it! I miss him alot...



:(

Hopefully he will not see this. Heheh.

NOT COFFEE, BUT KOPIKO!

HEHEH. Im addicted to KOPIKO right now. I ate around 6 yesterday and today I ate 2. Not many lah. but it's bad for health right. Im gonna be FATTER and fatter soon.

I dont want to continue bout the Genting thingy d. cuz I dont want to remember it. Heheh.

Ohh yeahh, yesterday, I was so. hyper. Last night, not yesterday day time. I dunno why but till 4am like that. I was not hyper already and started missing Yj. Uh. WTF. Anyway, I think I was hyper last night coz of JOYCE! She looks kinda okay, but not really laa.. Ahh. I dunno lah. I dunno why I was hyper also. Went to mamak yesterday for awhile. It was raining, so not many ppl went. So boring also. -- Dunno what to do.

HELP ME! Im always at home and I wanna go out! ENJOY with my friends! But how can I do that. My parents dont lemme go out and my friends are like.. hmm. busy giving excuses. This place cnt, that place cnt. What the. I wanna go out to KP with Sy today but she's working now. Heh. Then, Val.. sure cant go one lah. She said she dont dare to go kp. fine. JJ? A boring place. I can always see families hanging around there. KP! all teenagers. But there's nothing in KP. only... BOWLING! Hahah. I wanna bowl~ ! So.. Im boring now.

YJYJYJYJ. He sucks. ):