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YAAYYY it's sem break!! After all the stress from assignments I had, my back started aching (around the shoulder blade). Im so despo for a good massage now. I like WanJing's massge, hers is really good. My bf's massage.. all at wrong spots ;( My massage chair? Works a lil only..

Tmro Im gonna sleepover at Emily's house! =D with some friends along. It's a surprise that she called me up and invited me to her house. It's been 5years that we have not kept in touch in a bit. Might feel awkward and am afraid of the silence thing between all of us to happen. Oh well, let's see how it goes tmro!

For now, Im actually planning what to do during this sem break.. something fun besides MAPLE. I've totally forgotten MAPLE after all this stress and my bf just reminded me yesterday D:<
"So what you gonna do during ur holiday? Maple? I know u will Maple"
Shyt. lol. Anyway, someone has already 'stolen' my 100,000,000++ mesos worth of my items. It can be up to 300M. It is my fault to put my trust on wrong person. Hehee.

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Hello.. :D

WC and I are still fine. We get to meet each other frequently already. Why? Because my mum allowed me to meet him already :) .. although I pernah lied to my mum im goin out somewhere else but actually meeting him. Right now, im like meeting him everyday. Since my parents are free, and i asked once only, and they said OKAY, so OKAY lah. haha :DDD Very happy to meet him and hang out with him. hmm but my parents aren't free everyday. so, its still okay. Today's Valentine Day! :D Happy Valentine to all of you! I dont think I can meet him today. He'll be working in Carrefour. How to meet le? My mum will be busy for tonight's prayers. He also cannot take off. Because he already took off on the other day. If cannot meet, nvm lah. As long as he still loves me and I love him will do.

Bout my college and stuffs, I had just passed my undang before CNY. and after CNY, im taking the 6 hours lesson. Then around in April, im going to college! Quite nervous lo.. No friends there. But its okay. :D Then these days, i did nothing much. Before CNY, I maple alot. While now.. I maple a lil. Like 5 to 6 hours a day. Now im dl-ing back o2Jam! I miss O2jam T.T

Well, thats all. Tata and Happy Valentine again! ~:DD

It is Wednesday, 21st Nov 2007!

Im wondering how many A's I actually can get after all these papers! And my Add Maths? Physics? Zzz. Add Maths, I think it's okay lah but Physics really sucks. I didnt really study Form 5. And dont like the topics -.- Did very badly in this paper. T__T Now hoping to get at least more than grade C for Physics.

Few more papers to go. Moral, Biology, Accounts and Arts. Heheheh >:]

So happy but dunno what to do after SPM. Maple? Sien liao lah. O2Jam? Not bad lah. Movie? Ok gua. Shopping? Very boring -.- What else? Nothing to do except hanging out with friends lo. Oh ya, anybody gonna work in Jusco after SPM? I wanna earn some money:) And I dont want to work alone..

WC and I are still fine. Just missing him lots and cant wait to go out with him! Wahahaha.

Heee.

Everything's fine. Hehe.

Sakit Hati, Amat.

Best place to release everything Im thinking now is here.

What to do leh. I cannot concentrate on SPM. Two things why I dont wanna talk to him are cannot concentrate on SPM and CC. The girl.

Although he said he already forgot her, I still hav that feeling he still likes her lah. I dont want him to force himself to love me. I want him to choose his own way and make the right decision with no regrets. I dont want to be with the person who purposely forced himself to love me. Whats the point? I really hate this kind of feeling la. Really cant stand.


I hate myself. I hate to miss him and worry him. Whats the point?!?!!?
Why I miss him like crazy?!?!?! And he's like no miss me geh. I feel so dumb and stupid. Bloody stupid. Why I care bout him. Why not I just find somebody else in college, so I can now only worry bout SPM. What a stupid decision to add him up in MSN. What a stupid decision to talk to him. and now he loves me. and i love him. Each day passes by, my love to him is getting deeper. Let me tell you Woei Cheng, whenever I say 'I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU' I really do. I feel so bloody stupid now.

Lets try not to talk to each other for 2 days then increase the days, like 2 weeks. I want you to make up ur mind who you really miss and care for. I think thats the best for us. Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.


I hate the way I feel now. Crying? yeh. The reasons are up there.

Bahh

Aiyah, so boring. So lazy to study. And dunno what is he doing also. Missing him heh.

Wonder what are my friends doing now also. Must be busy studying. and me slacking. Haih. Cant wait for SPM to over ^___^. hehe

I'm Still So In Love With You.

Day by day goes on, and I finally found the ONE whom I really love.

I dont know how to express my feeling, and I hope you know how I feel about you. When I said 'I love you', I mean it. :D

Everyday, I can only think is him and bloody SPM. I hope I will not bored him, as you know, Im a very boring person to talk to.

After SPM, I and him gonna hang out together. HEHE. I hope I will not tergagap or paiseh, or whatever lah that it is not supposed to be.

Love you always, Woei Cheng. :D~