Reaching for Heaven

Saturday, January 20, 2007

LIFE.

Talking to Whay now. When I talk to her, I like.. can imagine our age when we're 80. Sitting together. And talking our past. Dunno lah. Whenever Im talking to her, I can imagine that. It just suddenly pops up in my mind.

Anyway, Whay's not sure what she wanna be yet. lets say she is this and me an interior designer. I dunno how life goes on being an interior designer in the future. or maybe I will be something else? NOWAY. Im only interested in design so far. If im not taking any design course, I rather die. Design is the only my passion and Whay.. I can see that she's ambitious. Who knows she will be one well known lady in the future? At very young age? Or maybe any one of my friends will be? Idk.

I have never thought of this until my age 17 and realised something after reading Whay's blog. All the while, I always say to myself, I wanna be an interior designer. Thats all. I did not think of how to be an interior designer and the feeling of an interior designer. And now Im thinking.. How much will I earn per month? Will I be at least well-known or something? Idk. Life's unpredictable. But I wish so.

If I wanna earn money, I have to work hard right. And now.. I still havent started studying yet although many times I mentioned START STUDYING NOW! Im lazy and I dont feel like studying. Even homeworks too. Im lazy :

One thing I just cant wait is college life! and move on with my dreams! The another thing which I dont want it to be so soon is SPM. Coz havent touch my books yet ma. Kinda many of my friends started to touch their books already. For example, Shu Gi, Sheih Ren, Chia Yee, Kelly and just anybody lah!

Im tired for no reason.. -___________________-!

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

SS.

Sitting beside Shu Gi in class will SS one. Syok Sendiri. Nth's funny. She did nth. I did nth. We just looked at each other then started to laugh for no reason. == I dunno. Aint funny and I laugh along with her. She got crappy brain. Our relationship is getting much closer than before. THANK GOD! During school holidays, I prayed very hard to get the same class as her since Im form 5. The last year for school. Since f1.. I didnt get to be in the same class as her. Std3 to Std6. Same class. And after 4 years!! We're now sitting right beside each other again. Im really happye. :D

We chatted alot. Much alot than before. We talked mostly bout the future. Sometimes, our future also. But usually.. we talked bout the next coming 100 to 500 years lah. Imagine. Sharing ideas. We shared alot of ideas. Schools. Cities. World. What will happen? Cnt be predicted. But Im sure the next next generation will not be using any books and pens. Probably something canggih. Better than laptop. Light and convinient. Dark buildings. White buildings. The whole world will change ONE DAY. I will be dead by that time. Hopefully my soul get to heaven and be someone to control this world. Uhm. Nono. Not really the WORLD but HUMANS' BEHAVIORS.

Zz whatever. Dont wanna type much about it. U'll get bored.

SPM is coming. I have not started studying. Only a lil. But usually Im busy with school homeworks and tuitions' too. I cant rest! Now Im pretty free. I delayed all my homeworks to this Sat. Zz. Or maybe Fri night. Gaga. I miss my friends. Especially last year.

Uh. Whatever u wanna know HOW I AM NOW. I tell you, Im happy. Im dropping Chemistry which is an extra burden to me. Wasted my time studying it and I dont understand Chemis! If u ask me to look through or anything to do with Chemistry, I can fall asleep. Seriously Idk why I suck at Chemistry like shyt which even makes Chemistry my enemy.

So. Nth much dy. Hopefully more happie days are coming to me and my friends and to anyone I related to! :D

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